Kamis, 24 Desember 2009

I dunno what should I say. =='

really.
I don't know.
so many problems that come.
huft.

please take me out from this all.

Sabtu, 12 Desember 2009

SHINee - JoJo

I know that
( My baby, I love you)
I gotta get over you
That’s right, that’s right
( My heart)

Look, just look at that look
She’s almost like me, saying how it’s easy to forget
I don’t want to believe it

(Oh ah) A restless night
I’m so sick of my head hurting
I get on my knees,
Hit my chest, and even if I cry,
Can something that can’t be done be done?

JoJo! When the sad music flows
I think of you (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I erase
A heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! I get trampled by both of your eyes
I, I was blind

So many nights, I wonder why
What can I do to make it right?
Everything will be all right
So JoJo, just tell me why

I don’t want to cry (Oh, ah)
My abandoned heart gets scratched deeply
I’m so sick of my head hurting

JoJo! When this bitter music stops
I want to send you away (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I, why can’t I
Erase a heartless you (Oh oh oh)

(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! What did I do wrong? I, I was blind
(Hey) My JoJo! (Love) Yes JoJo!
Stay! I don’t know y-yet

Baby JoJo, do you know?
The heart here is also cold!
Baby, baby, why did you leave?
I cry and become exhausted
Waking up from a dream

JoJo! When the sad music flows
I think of you (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I erase
A heartless you (Oh oh oh)

JoJo! When this bitter music stops
I want to send you away (Eh eh eh)
JoJo! Why can’t I, why can’t I
Erase a heartless you (Oh oh oh)

Kamis, 10 Desember 2009

pusing...pusing...dan pusing...

seminggu ini aku bener2 kehabisan waktu buat istirahat.
tidur cuma bisa sekitar 4-5 jam sehari.

kegiatanku mulai sekitar jam 7 pagi dan baru selesai sekitar jam 6 sore.
setiap hari aku selalu pulang larut. selalu lewat maghrib. dan bawaanku selalu penuh.
badanku pegal2 semua. mulai dari punggungku yang meminggul beratnya tasku yg isinya buku2 pelajaran semua. dan aku juga nenteng laptopku yg bisa dibilang berukuran besar yang uda pasti berat. dan setiap hari aku membawanya.

selama seminggu ini, aku juga selalu bahkan setiap hari ngerasain yang namanya sakit kepala. kepalaku pusing. serasa mau pecah. kadang aku sampe sempoyongan n g bisa jalan. kakiku bahkan suka gemeteran sendiri. dan pernah juga, kakiku g mampu menopangku untuk berjalan menaiki tangga.

seminggu ini benar-benar GILA !
aku g pernah ngerasa cape seprti ini sebelumnya.
dalam 1 hari, tugas bisa bertambah mulai dari 5-7 buah tugas yang HARUS dikumpulkan minggu ini juga !
dan yang lebih parah, dalam minggu ini, ada BANYAK ulangan yang menantiku. selain itu, juga ada penilaian tari kreasi untuk mata pelajaran kesenian. mau g mau tiap pulang sekolah aku selalu "menetap" dikelas buat latian nari. dan selain itu, juga ada tugas membuat laporan/makalah yang WAJIB menggunakan bahasa inggris. aku sih bisa, tapi dengan jadwal kegiatanku yang FULL kae gini gimana mau bisa ngerjain ? huft.

dan bbrp hari yang lalu, guru metikku kasih nasehat ke aku.
beliau bilang gini, "kalau kamu melakukan sesuatu, jangan pernah memaksakannya. kalau kamu ngerasa otakmu uda panas, kamu harus segera berhenti. karna klo g, kepalamu yang akan segera meledak. semakin kamu paksakan, semakin tidak beaturan hal2 yng kamu pikirin. dan semua yang ada di otakmu akan buyar begitu saja. Jadi, kalo otakmu sudah panas, dinginkanlah dulu. istirahalah bbrp hari sampai otakmu kembali 'normal'."

pengennya sih begitu, tapi gimana bisa ? tugas yng dikasih minggu ini harus dikumpulkan minggu ini juga. ulangan numpuk.
mulai dari ulangan agama, sejarah, sosiologi, jerman, geografi *geo ulangannya dua kali sekaligus lagi*, dan metik.
juga ada tugas presentasi biologi.
dan masih ada tugas untuk ngerjain soal2 yang ada di buku LKS dan mesti dikerjain sampai HABIS *total 5 pelajaran yang ditugasi seperti ini*.
dan ada pengambilan nilai nari. *ini yang sulit buatku. gara2 ini, waktuku buat istirahat semakin terpotong*
dan ditambah lagi, hari ini ada TDS MENDADAK. parahnya, soal2 tds itu adalah soal SMP ! makin mo pecah kepalaku !

ya allah !
give me strength !
I know that YOU bless me !
next week is my 1 exam in senior high school...
but now, i can't focus to study.
I got a bad headache. N my body was really tired.
I really want to take rest for someday.
but i know tht i can't.
I have to prepare for my exam. n i also have to finish all of my task first.
i don't know when i can take some rest before my exam. =='

god, please...
just give me more strenght.
Insyaallah I'll be fine.

Love U :)

Minggu, 06 Desember 2009

.........

aku....boleh nangis g ?

SS501 - Because I'm Stupid [english]

I’m really, very foolish

I know of no one other than you

you’re looking at someone else

yet you have no idea of my feelings like this


I won’t be in your days

I won’t be in the memories either, however

only you, I looked only at you

and the tears keep coming


As i watch you walking past, I’m still happy

even yet you still don’t know my heart

I should stop this and go


I really want to see the day

I’m withstanding the pain each day

“I love you” is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you

alone once again, missing for you

Baby, I love you, I’m wiating for you


I won’t be in your days

I won’t be remembered either, however

only you, I looked only at you

I’m making memories alone


Loving you is like having a beautiful wound

I look at your pretty smile also

but I cannot laugh with you


I’m thinking about you so much everyday

my heart is hurting in all these sad days

‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips

alone once again, crying for you

alone once again, missing for you

Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you


bye bye, never say goodbye

even though I cannot hold you like this

I need you, I cannot say anything more, I want you

I keep on hoping too, I’ll keep hoping….


I really want to see the day

I’m withstanding the pain each day

“I love you” is playing on my lips

Alone once again, crying for you


I’m thinking about you so much everyday

my heart is hurting in all these sad days

‘I want to see you’ is playing on my lips

alone once again, crying for you

alone once again, missing for you

Baby, i’m waiting for you, I love you

F(x) - Chu~♡



pada tau lagu terbaru F(x) ini g ? huhhuu.
lagunya LUCU ! hahhaa. aku bener2 demen sama lagu ini. xDD
MVnya juga lumayan keren. yg pasti, amber KEREN ! CAKEP ! hahaha. xD

ini dia MVnya. ^^



how how how ? hehehe. :DD
sekalian liriknya dhh.. xDD

F(x) - Chu~

Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~ Do it do it, Chu~♡
Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~ Do it do it, Chu~♡

algo shipeun ge maeil neomuna namjyeo aigoo ai goo goo goo goo
neuggyeobwa ya hal geot dohan namjyeo Yeah baby, yeah baby, yeah baby

maeil su baek beon sangsanghamyeo gidaryeo watdeon geuege Do it, Chu~
ibmatchuneun sungan jameseo ggaen geunyeojeoreom
Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~
janhyeo dareun shigonge nuneul ddeunda haedo
Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~
nan ireohke ddeolrineun gaseumeul mideo ajik moreuneun sesangeul naege yeoleojwoyo
Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~ Do it do it, Chu~♡

ajik molrado dwil ge neomuna namjyeo aigoo ai goo goo goo goo
gamchuryeogo hal surok hogishim namjyeo Yeah baby, yeah baby, yeah baby

parangsaega saneun saejangeseo ggumeul ggoeodo chaeul suga eobseo naleo gagesseo

ibmatchuneun sungan jameseo ggaen geunyeojeoreom
Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~
janhyeo dareun shigonge nuneul ddeunda haedo
Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~
nan ireohke ddeolrineun gaseumeul mideo ajik moreuneun sesangeul naege yeoleojwoyo
Grow up! Grow up! Grow up!

ajik moreuneun sesangeul naege, Amber~

I got a little plan so pick up the slack
You wastin’ time with the chit chat
You’ve been caught, so give it all you got
It’s time to make it, make it, take, take, take it
seolreyeo dugeun georineun mam waenji machi donghwa meotjin yeogam dadadagawa
Now do it, Chu~♡

maeil su naek beon sangsanghamyeo gidaryeo watdeon sesange Do it, Chu~♡

ibmatchuneun sungan jameseo ggaen geunyeojeoreom
Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~
janhyeo dareun shigonge nuneul ddeunda haedo
Do it do it, Chu~♡ (It’s) true, true, true, true it's You~
nan ireohke ddeolrineun gaseumeul mideo ajik moreuneun sesangeul naege yeoleojwoyo
Grow up! Grow up! Grow up! Grow up!






~Amber-Chu~







~Victoria-Chu~








~Luna-Chu~








~Krystal-Chu~







~Sulli-Chu~







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dari kelima anggota diatas..yg paling aku suka jelas AMBER. xDD hahaha.
dan tambahan 1 orang lagi yaitu, victoria. ^^
aku sukaaaaaaa bnget ama adegan2 salto victoria di MV chu..xDD hahaha.
dan amber..
jangan ditanya !
aku suka rap-nya dia.
suka suaranya dia.
suka style-nya dia.
suka ketampanan dia.
suka dancenya dia.
suka senyum dia.
suka sama KECANTIKAN dia. :))

don't forget !
Amber is a GIRL !
she just looks like a boy.
wahahahaha. PRETTY BOY ! xDD